(Yesterday, 3/10/11, 9:55 PM)
Today was fantastic! It's the first time that I have been able to say that since my dad's diagnosis two weeks ago! My day started off with my close friend Devin taking me out to lunch, just to chat and catch up on some awesome things. We went to Taco del Mar, and was it yummy! :) I started my anti-depressants today, and those things are wondrous-because I feel tremendous! Tons better than what I was last week.
My Relay for Life meeting was tonight. It feels great to be a team captain of a group that I started just for my dad! I named it "Bear's Angels," and plan on fundraising ASAP. I have finally come to peace with the fact that he has cancer. It wasn't (and still isn't) easy, but I know that God will provide. It's in His hands, now. It's all going to be okay- for now.
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Today (3/11/11), 8:39 AM
Ugh... Okay great way to start my morning. You know how I woke up? The phone ringing. Okay, no big deal- it's mom calling to see if I'm up and with it... no biggie.
Well, it was Dialysis calling to let my mom know that my dad is flipping bleeding, in his arm (which can be sometimes normal... it comes with dialysis), and had to stop dialysis early today. Ohmygod... really?!? You can only imagine what I'm thinking in my mind ((SOOO many obscenities at cancer- not the fact that my dad had to get off of dialysis)). So here I am, at home, trying to breathe, praying that the bleeding stops soon, and that it's not a really bad thing. Because when you have cancer, and you BLEED... yeah- not good.
*Sighs.* I swear, God is testing our limits right now! My poor dad has been through so much!
But yes... waiting for a call back from mom (which I know is going to take awhile... flipping emergency room takes for-ever).
I will update later today. <3 Thanks, everyone.
-Wendy R. Berry
Today was fantastic! It's the first time that I have been able to say that since my dad's diagnosis two weeks ago! My day started off with my close friend Devin taking me out to lunch, just to chat and catch up on some awesome things. We went to Taco del Mar, and was it yummy! :) I started my anti-depressants today, and those things are wondrous-because I feel tremendous! Tons better than what I was last week.
My Relay for Life meeting was tonight. It feels great to be a team captain of a group that I started just for my dad! I named it "Bear's Angels," and plan on fundraising ASAP. I have finally come to peace with the fact that he has cancer. It wasn't (and still isn't) easy, but I know that God will provide. It's in His hands, now. It's all going to be okay- for now.
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Today (3/11/11), 8:39 AM
Ugh... Okay great way to start my morning. You know how I woke up? The phone ringing. Okay, no big deal- it's mom calling to see if I'm up and with it... no biggie.
Well, it was Dialysis calling to let my mom know that my dad is flipping bleeding, in his arm (which can be sometimes normal... it comes with dialysis), and had to stop dialysis early today. Ohmygod... really?!? You can only imagine what I'm thinking in my mind ((SOOO many obscenities at cancer- not the fact that my dad had to get off of dialysis)). So here I am, at home, trying to breathe, praying that the bleeding stops soon, and that it's not a really bad thing. Because when you have cancer, and you BLEED... yeah- not good.
*Sighs.* I swear, God is testing our limits right now! My poor dad has been through so much!
But yes... waiting for a call back from mom (which I know is going to take awhile... flipping emergency room takes for-ever).
I will update later today. <3 Thanks, everyone.
-Wendy R. Berry
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