Dear God,
Do you even care anymore?
DID you ever care?
I know that it's complicated sometimes, but lately- when I've needed to vent the most... it's like you've turned your shoulder against this whole thing.
It hurts. It's pissing me off.... and ugh. Really?
I'm sorry- but damn it... I need you right now. I need to know that you're with me. You know what happened tonight?
My dad threw up when I got home from my concert... threw up! He never does that... and it wasn't the morphine that did it to him, either.
Dad's getting sicker. It's killing me, God. I feel helpless. What the hell am I SUPPOSED to do?!?
...
I don't know anymore... I really don't.
-WRB
This Blog is to currently inform all of you followers about my life currently, after the loss of my amazing Dad, Bear. Personal and spiritual, happy and sad. Good and bad. It's my blog, and a side of my Aspieness that most don't get to experience- unless they truly know me. Well- through this, you'll get to know me. For who I truly am. The Aspie Girl.
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