Yet Another Entry... (No one cares anyway).

I'm calling out to you.
Why can you not hear me?
I am crying endless tears
Why won't you comfort me...
Tell me it's alright?

I'm falling apart inside
These feelings-
I can just no longer hide.
It's the hardest thing to do.
To smile, and act though it's all okay.

It's not okay.
As he's dying
I myself am, too.
God never told me
Just how cruel this world can be.

I need a hug.
I need comfort.
Can't you hear me cry out?
Where are you?
Why have you forsaken me?

Did I ever do anything wrong?
Anything at all?
No? Well- then I need you!
I need you now....
And I need you forever.

You're slipping away from me.
Out of my reach, into the darkness.
I'm crying for you...
For all that cannot be.
For all that I am going to miss.

When I will get married someday
You will watch from high above.
Not from a balcony- but heaven.
With all the sweet angels
And the God who I know loves me, too.

I am your daughter
Everytime I would fall
You were there to catch me.
You're my everything...
My life. My Bear.

<3